Fucked up at home again
But not enough to round the bend
Do I use you to change my mind?
I don't dream unless the dreams aren't mine
Notes taped on the wall like it's a madman's crime
OxyContin and a glass of wine
I'm alive, and they're killing me from a distance
I'm alive when I'm losing feeling
A plastic taste when I lick my teeth
I hear your voice through the EKG
Just give me the bad news, don't waste my time
Comedown calls and I believe the lies
Don't feel guilty, everybody dies
OxyContin and a glass of wine
I'm alive and they're killing me from a distance
I'm alive and my angel puts me to sleep at night
I'm alive but they don't know me if I'm missing
I'm alive and my angel killed the whole family
