Let Me Not

The crowds all emptied out Waiting on an asteroid take us down Used to be excited Wasn't that exciting? I can feel my insides growing mold All of my ambition going cold Used to be invited Wasn't that exciting Got me face down screaming out in the pillow Knocking my head on the wall all night Feel like throwing myself out the window Let me not bring down the vibe Used to want more more more attention Now I'm like why why why did I try? When it's all crashing down by the minute Let me not bring down the vibe I can hardly remember how Not to say the quiet thoughts out loud Used to be delighted Don't wanna be reminded Who the hell are we supposed to call Who can alleviate the weight of it all Finally get the message Everything's pathetic Got me face down screaming out in the pillow Knocking my head on the wall all night Feel like throwing myself out the window Let me not bring down the vibe Used to want more more more attention Now I'm like why why why did I try? When it's all crashing down by the minute Let me not bring down the vibe Got me face down screaming out in the pillow Knocking my head on the wall all night Feel like throwing myself out the window