Messed Up

We have conversations I have conversations with myself With someone else Staring into nothing Staring out at something I'm not there I'm everywhere And when I go back Back to the start First time feels so far away Far away And I'm just a little messed up I'm a little out of my head Looks like I get along fine But most of the time I'm just scared I'm just a little messed up I think that that's okay I'm just a little messed up I'm just a little messed up You have expectations I have expectations every night All the time Better off pretending Better to be spending time alone Without my phone And when I go back Back to the start Hindsight feels so far away Far away I'm just a little messed up I'm a little out of my head Looks like I get along fine But most of the time I'm just scared I'm just a little messed up I think that that's okay I'm just a little messed up I'm just a little messed up And when I go back Back to the start First time feels so far away Far away Go back back to the start Hindsight feels so far away Far away I'm just a little messed up I'm a little out of my head Looks like I get along fine But most of the time I'm just scared I'm just a little messed up And I think that that's okay I'm just a little messed up I'm just a little messed up I'm just a little messed up I'm a little out of my head Looks like I'm doing just fine But most of the time I'm just scared I'm just a little messed up And I think that that's okay I'm just a little messed up I'm just a little messed up