Here's what it is
Remember when
I said that I could not care less?
Turns out I did, and quite a bit
Can't keep what-ifs out of my head
My mind is throwing fastballs
And I'm a catcher without a mit
Fight night with my brain and heart
And I'm terrified of getting hit
Wasted energy
Why I'm just pretending to be somebody?
I've no business being
Overthinking constantly, this isn't me
I get so lost in my own head
These butterflies inside of my
Chest and my mind are eating me alive
Overanalyze tons of staring eyes
Wanna run and hide inside of my own walls
My mind is throwing fastballs
And I'm a catcher without a mit
Fight night with my brain and heart
And I'm terrified of getting hit
Wasted energy
Why I'm just pretending to be somebody?
I've no business being
Overthinking constantly, this isn't me
I get so lost in my own head
Overthinking everything
I hold myself back more than anything
I know there's great things in my reach
If I only don't trip over my own feet
Overthinking everything
I hold myself back more than anything
I know there's great things in my reach
If I only don't trip over my own feet
