Chaos, I Am

I am the cracks within the clay

I am the chipping of the plate

I am the splitting of the seams

I’m the alarm that ends the dream I’m Chaos I am, I am Chaos

I am the red shirt in the whites

Persistent noise dead of night

I am the hiccup in the plan

I am the shit that hits the fan

I’m chaos I am

I am chaos

I am a hurricane of good intentions

Everyone of them so bent out of shape they never meet their destination

Yes I might have overcooked it

Mightve overlooked obstructions

When I signed up for the Midas touch

And chucked all the instructions

Now I’ve bitten a little bit much off

I am feelin’ a little bit flustered

I been givin’ it all of that ‘trust me’

Now I’m beginning to feel I been busted

Somebody cuff me , Stop the juggling

I keep getting into trouble,

Went from acrobat to clown

And now I’m drowning in the struggle

I’m Bruce banner in a China shop

And I’m balancing this crockery

But spin too many plates and slip

I’ll soon become a monster

See I don’t want to get frustrated

Nobody needs me miffed

If I become overly jaded

Then whenever I aim I miss

Now I’ Cupid in a movie staring Arnie

I’ve got uzis!

I’ve gone from spreading love to

Shooting anything that moves

Look at this,

What a state

What a booboo

What a mistake

What is this voodoo makin’ me place

To many to do’s on top of my plate

I already ate mate, why am I hungry

What an Ill fate, what have I done

I only wanted to build a few bridges

Now I’m watching the lot of ‘em crumble

I been rumbled by my recklessness

My rough and tumble check list’s

Gotten heavy on the chest

And now I’ve found myself in check

I should have checked out after the last win

Cashed my bets, yes I’da been laughing

I coulda rested had a siesta

Yet Instead I’m here beggin’ for pardons

And in the after math

Once I have picked up all these pieces

I will promise to be calmer

I don’t always need to please

I Won’t take on too many tasks

I will tread lightly on my feet

Who do I really think I’m kidding

My name is Chaos - nice to meet you

I am Chaos I am