Now What

My heart is underwater My feet are underground I think I might just fall apart Let go and not look down What's maybe in my head now Can never let it show But basically I'm falling apart But you would never know Throw a bag right over my head Can see it working out again on my end It's the feeling there's a bag draped over my head All I see are black dots and someone said Come with me I'll teach you everything where I'm from It's been killing us slowly but I still want more Can't remember sleeping good which side I lay At least the burnt eyes helped close the door I didn't put it off and know I should've crawled back now All those extra years we always had they caught up fast now When we fell I love with all of this we were younger Can't remember anything about it, it's just karma I'm on the run and forget everything you say now I see you punish and all the other things you care about Come to mention when you told me that it never panned out Still I'm unoffended by the words and it just wears out, wears out I, I told you that everything's alright But I can't tell you what you want tonight I bit my tongue now you're pissed off On the phone again already sound so pissed off Decorate my mind with caution and some withdrawals Can't remember if you let up or I missed out I gave you my all, I gave you everything I can You're shutting me down I heard the door open then slam Now I moved on, please tell me everything you can Finally I'm gone, there's nothing wrong with who I am no I'm never going back no I've seen it in the past no I'm never going back no My heart is underwater My feet are underground I think I might just fall apart Let go and not look down What's maybe in my head now Can never let it show But basically I'm falling apart But you would never know