Feel it deep beneath my skin
Like the walls in the end are closing in
Infecting the deadly wounds I kept buried within (buried within)
It's like a plague, I can't evade
Every day it's eating at me
I can barely see, can barely breathe
I don't wanna try to fake it
But I don't think I'm gonna make it
Every time I try, I cave in
Looking to the sky, begging for my life
Nothing ever seems to save me
I've been searching for the answer in me
I've been letting go of all I believed
Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest
Will I ever find the cure for my disease?
So is the sickness in my head?
Am I better off dead?
Will they miss me when I've left?
Will they celebrate instead?
Should let you be the one to bleed me dry
'Cause you're my dirty needle, you're my favorite parasite
I'm insane, looking for the antidote
You invade, but it's pointless to diagnose
'Cause lately, prescriptions are plateau
I'm losing the battle, I'm numb to pain
I've been searching for the answer in me
I've been letting go of all I believed
Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest
Will I ever find the cure for my disease?
I wanna fall asleep
Pretend it's all a dream
(I don't wanna wake up)
I don't wanna wake up
I've been searching for the answer in me
I've been letting go of all I believed
Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest
Will I ever find the cure for my disease?
I'm searching for the answer in me
I'm letting go of all I believed
Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest
Will I ever find the cure for my disease?
