Note To Me

It's not so hopeless Life goes on I guess And I must confess I'm not at my best Sometimes I'll be up thinking all night while my room filled with starlight All of me just feels so helpless So shy, in my head all the damn time I'm sitting on a gold Mine And I'm so tired but I'm the one stopping my shine Note to me Just know you'll pull through Don't slow so soon You can't quit on me Cuz you have no clue what you can do Hold up hold up Obligation calling I done slowed up slowed up now my numbers falling Ain't got the drive to bring them back to what they was Too scared to try out new shit but I shouldn't give a damn They be telling me roll up roll up wit that marijuana Take a slow puff just ta alleviate the trauma, But I don't smoke I'd rather have a little buzz Sipping that reposado till I feel a little fuzz Stay thinking about the times when I was little life was solid, I figured out that making people day was my calling, Momma did all she could I would tell her she would end up swimming in Benjamins while the engine runs on her brand new Mercedes with the black And I got to stunning lady that's a fact She hold me down she keep me off my back I love her and that's that I'm winning so I don't know what the problem is I should be feeling marvelous I'm down too much I think I got to write a Note to me Just know you'll pull through Don't slow so soon You can't quit on me Cuz you have no clue what you can do I I cant quit now I figured out all this desolation fades somehow There is an end In my defense I feared this was inevitable I should wipe my tears while I read my Note to me Just know you'll pull through Don't slow so soon You can't quit on me Cuz you have no clue what you can do