Terrified

I'm fucking terrified I see the sunshine shining like a spit to the face I'm hearing hell's bells ringing and I think it's for me It's almost like I'm blind to the light I'm seeing people all around me poppin' pills for the pain Don't wanna try but I might cause I need an escape I'm feeling like There's nowhere to hide Lying, shaking Bones are breaking Facing the mirror Is too much, can't take it 'cause I'm scared to look into my eyes 'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside And it feels like I've been pulled into the riptide Going under Don't try to tell me it's alright I'm fucking terrified I tried to find a prescription for the ditches I've dug I realize my condition can't be fixed with a drug I'm out of time Kiss me goodbye Body pacing Contemplating Facing the mirror but I just might break it 'cause I'm scared to look into my eyes 'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside And it feels like I've been pulled into the riptide Going under Don't try to tell me it's alright I'm fucking terrified I'm so fucking terrified I'm scared to look into my eyes 'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside And it feels like I've been pulled into the riptide Going under Don't try to tell me I'm alright I'm fucking terrified Terrified Don't try to tell me I'm alright I'm so fucking terrified