Gotta lot on my mind put a lot

On my spine but I don’t want to talk about it/this here all me on my own two feet how I could walk without it/

Too much pride keep my head to the sky but sometimes it get cloudy/I doubt myself and in the same breathe I push myself up out it/I admit I may need help I just don’t wanna ask nobody/you met someone new wish I knew before I heard about it/what else could I do thugs get lonely too I really could use somebody/and not just use her body don’t know why I can’t love nobody/what you did won’t kool but u still my boo told my new bitch bout ya/she be hating that shit but I don’t care cause this my life without ya/when you with him chances is slim I know you think about me/when it takes two to tango you can’t even enjoy the party/you know I love the hardest now I don’t know where my heart is/the city took it from him while I’m out here looking for her/and somehow I always end up the liquor store/and love don’t live here no more like My house on sickamore/baby I could give you more wether if I’m rich or poor/I left the window wide open as I was blocking the door/the way you electric slide it ain’t even shocking no more/addicted to the allure the things we do when we’re bored

Are you not entertained/how you find ways to complain/I was your umbrella so how you feeling the rain/somethings I just can’t explain/how I find pleasure in pain/to my discretion/maybe I’m addicted to the depression/I got some pills That i collected Sitting on my dresser/feeling like a failure/if I took em all excessive and survived I guess I popped em all thats an E for effort/hoping I die in my sleep counting sheep may the lord be Shepard//I traded my heart for some pussy I wishing she woulda kept it/you judge like you god who would a guess it /they found me/love left me scared /my past caught up to my present/ Ive been numb to everything but your touch I swear I felt it - Papo