Paralyzed

This can't be happening to me I can't believe that I feel it again It's a dark time, why is this happening? Engulfed by the memories behind All my life hid my feelings inside If I only had the chance to repress I could carry on like nothing's ever hung on to my chest Please fade away Don't ever come and occupy my head Leave me alone You got your toll on me Now I'm buried beneath my emotions wreckage There's nowhere to run My destiny is doomed because of my own actions Too many times I thought that the process's getting better But I just deceived myself I'm nothing but a failure I can't imagine that I'll live my life this way I have to figure it out I have to find my path Please fade away Don't ever come and occupy my head Leave me alone Don't let me fall, I am yet to taste it all Please walk away from me I won't let you take all over me, I've had enough of it I'll overcome, and finally be set free Nothing will stop me now, when I'm free to live my life No barriers in my way I'm finally, finally free