Heavy

From a distance you can't tell us apart Easy mistaking me for you in the dark Or you for me in the sheets The sky turns from honeysuckle to peach Now the difference comes with using our teeth A euphemism, jaw clenching and Attention to each small detail But I can't recall when became the regale We fail to define the things we want for fear of unrequited But the appetite explodes when I'm inside you I give you the benefit of the doubt And the benefit of my mouth in the Places you barely dare to think aloud I ain't too proud to say it Want you for more than your frame Have visions of us sharing a name Desired more than a dark room And never demanded exposure See the light, the spitting image of closure and It ain't over til, you know what these hands be capable of And these hips can double up as a drug Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows Tryna find the light in whatever this is I know that you're scared But you know that I'm here Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows Tryna find the light in whatever this is I know that you're scared But you know that I'm here Just know that I'm here She asks me questions, a quiet interrogation She watching me zoning out, I keep losing my concentration Everything is heavy these days, that's what I told her, yeah Everything is heavy these days I shift the weight and rush to welcome new calm Spark the lighter hope the green is a balm And my palms don't see the value in the stillness all around me I try keep em busy, rumination feels like drowning One pill, two pill, three pill, four Just so I can make it out that door I lift my eyes to the sky I lift the voices more important than mine And importance is for me to define Don't see the call and decline We need action, put that silence aside Fuck this country but my niggas my pride I keep watching people die I keep watching people watching people die It's got me going outta my mind Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows Tryna find the light in whatever this is I know that you're scared But you know that I'm here Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows Tryna find the light in whatever this is I know that you're scared But you know that I'm here Just know that I'm here Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows Tryna find the light in whatever this is I know that you're scared But you know that I'm here Just know that I'm here Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows Tryna find the light in whatever this is I know that you're scared But you know that I'm here Just know that I'm here