Not Ready

I'm not ready for your love No, I'm not ready for your love, no I just need more time, I'm sorry Never thought I'd be that guy but I'm not ready for your love, no Staring at a stranger in my mirror Never seen this side of myself The choice between a title or an ending Is messing with my mental health And I know I'm the reason You need constant healing But we both know that something's wrong You know I'm not ready for your love No, I'm not ready for your love, no I just need more time, I'm sorry Never thought I'd be that guy but I'm not ready for your love, ay Since I was thirteen, I've been dreaming 'bout the girl who'd be my wife Assuming she'd be perfect and she'd fit me oh just right And we'd be so in love and happy, even when we'd fight But my parents are unhappy and have been for most my life So I'm conflicted and I'm scared 'Cause I know i could f- it up, don't know how deep I can feel My defense is that I'm numb and I've Been down this road and I've fallen in love Yeah, I dated my crush just to crush her later on Undecided, is the pain you bring too much? I'm a cynic in sheep's clothing always writing 'bout a love That I don't believe in Or at least I don't just yet But until that's figured out, won't let you board this sinking ship I'm not ready for your love No, I'm not ready for your love, no I just need more time, I'm sorry Never thought I'd be that guy but I'm not ready for your love, no