I'm Sad and I Can't Speak

I'm sad and I can't speak I'm scared and I can't think When I can't speak I write out the things that mean a lot to me At times, I feel nothing At times, I feel nothing I'm sad and still can't speak I'm lost yeah, so lost When I can't speak I throw down with my own shitty self esteem At times, I feel nothing At times, I feel nothing At times, I feel nothing At times, I feel nothing