Validation

I was looking for some validation

Everyone loves you turn down a favour

Had to focus on me no procrastination

I was waiting on my time I ran out of patience

Now a n***a getting fly they can’t stand that I'm paid

I never hated I just stuck to my grind and I prayed

I ain’t a breader I got way to much pride in my veins

Only money and music get the time of my day

So if ain’t about money than I cannot relate

I’m from Newham it’s a place where the cannibals stay

I was cruising in the wraith and the starts got me gazed

What would you do if you could change your whole family’s fate

I’m getting to it I just ain’t got no time I can waste

PTSD that’s shit got me acting a way

Memories in mind that I cannot erase

My brother jay's in the can after catching a case

I felt the pain when I looked at his mum in the face

That’s s*** was crazy

Heard that **** say my name but that **** fugazy

If hear that money calling I’m moving hasty

Being broke will brake you,

I won’t let it break me

Me drama getting to that cake and that pastry

I never knew that **** was fake until he snaked me

And I don’t really trust nobody can you blame me

Ain’t no one worried bout my safety

I was tryna impress when I asked for a favour they charged me interest

Lord protect me enemy’s they just really wanna see the end of me

Pure bad mind pure jealousy

I was looking for some validation

Couple racks on the drip I see the fascination

My n**** made it out the mud its a graduation

I was waiting on my time I ran out of patience

Now a n***a getting fly they can’t stand that I'm paid

I never hated I just stuck to my grind and I prayed

I ain’t a breader I got way to much pride in my veins

Only money and music get the time of my day

So if ain’t about money than I cannot relate