Love & Hate

Love and hate, yeah

Only one can take the pain away

Feeling numb, I might go Kurt Cobain, bang

Going crazy, I'm going crazy

Yeah, I'm going crazy

I wake up, go to bed

Day and night, stuck in my head

Time and space, now becoming one

Try to finish it and get it done

It's a cycle, it's a mirror

Hamster wheel, see me running scared

Stranger things, there are things

Waiting for me, I don't wanna know

And where they waiting, I don't wanna go

So I do things that never will be honourable

I'll apologize to whoever heart I broke

I'm sorry, I was anxious

I feel alone amongst people

Loneliness for me is danger

Depression turns to anger

And that be spreading like a cancer

The other day I wrote a letter

I hope you never get to read it

I just hope I make the week

I don't want you to find me hanging or bleeding

I feel terrible for being weak

I am not in love with being me

Now I'm pending, uh

Yeah, I'm pending

Between love and hate, uh

Only one can take the pain away (Uh)

Feeling numb, I might go Kurt Cobain, bang

Love and hate, uh

They want me to medicate, uh

Begging me to change my ways, uh

Going crazy, (Yeah I'm) going crazy

Yeah, I'm going crazy

Love and hate, uh

Only one can take the pain away, uh

Feeling numb, I might go Kurt Cobain, bang

Going crazy, (Yeah) going crazy

Yeah, I'm going crazy

Amidst these shattered pieces

Naively, I believe in peace here

Your god I don't fear

I heard God means love, yeah

Last year's like this year

My past years are under carpet

Shoes on, though you come in

Last night's food is on the carpet

We both know how it looks like here

So why the fuck you have to comment?

I don't fuck with fake woke shit

You talk or I'll keep walking

You keep showing me articles

Links to mental health blogs

Talking about how you care about me

But none of us here got self love

You're telling me to reflect more

But in the mirror that effect's gone

My days are so long

I long for nights back home

Fake friends lack backbone

Real ones I let go

Unless we live, love

Hate will kill us all

Love and hate, uh

They want me to medicate, uh

Begging me to change my ways, uh

Going crazy, (Yeah I'm) going crazy

Yeah, I'm going crazy

Love and hate, uh

Only one can take the pain away, uh

Feeling numb, I might go Kurt Cobain, bang

Going crazy, going crazy

Yeah, I'm going crazy