Rainbowfish

If God is a white dude with kind eyes and a man bun Then I am a hummingbird with gills like a rainbowfish And maybe I'm just saying shit, but maybe we all are Waxing poetically won't win you a medal If love is a river, we're all fools with buckets Wading in carefully, avoiding the rapids And being pulled under is a treacherous fate But maybe it's true to be loved is to be changed Been dreaming of ghosts in my sleep And nothing makes sense anymore to me Why can we love so deeply only to drown inside of grief? If God was a tree and she lived here on Earth She'd probably be cut down to build her a church And if grief was a river, we all would be drowning Gulping in gallons of tragic surroundings And I know it seems morbid, but I keep getting visions Is it better to wonder than yell out and scream it? Been dreaming of ghosts in my sleep And nothing makes sense anymore to me Why can we love so deeply only to drown inside of grief? If we're controlled from above How do you explain evil? But if it's all just a damn free-for-all How do you explain anything, anything? If God is an orange tree with hundred-foot roots Then I am a fly with an eye for her fruit