Nevermind

I don't wanna, I don't wanna live for this I don't wanna, nevermind I wish I didn't see it this way Nevermind, nevermind Nevermind, nevermind Nevermind, nevermind When it's time, then it's time, yeah I'm running out of patience, oh I don't wanna carry this load I don't wanna live for the world, but am I really livin' Am I really living? I don't know Oh no, no, no, no Oh lord, I don't know Oh lord, I don't know No, no, no I was living for these people... mmm I don't wanna go back Say we're separate, we ain't equal I don't wanna go there, oh Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, oh I know that I'm gon' find out when it's time though Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, oh nevermind, oh, mind oh Look, my dad said I talk too much but I don't think I talk enough And that there's the problem, they try to come silence us And then they confide in us like we don't got hearts, man I swear I been holdin' up, but I can't keep on holdin' up All these people that's doubtin' I'm smilin', they poutin, I'm poutin', they smilin' They say that they care but only when you dyin' Vipers, vipers, vipers Tryna get me with the venom They just devils wearin' denims See through the glasses of a sinner I heard just what you said I'ma just let you be, I don't wanna kill your vibe 'Cause I'm gonna make a scene So be, it's ode All I know is I don't wanna die alone Spent all these years up on the phone talking to people I don't know I was stupid, Lord, I know Just wanted someone I could hold My King is comin' from the throne And you gon' hear them trumpets blow, yeah yeah I'm running out of patience, oh I don't wanna carry this load I don't wanna live for the world, but am I really livin' Am I really living? I don't know Oh no, no, no, no Oh lord, I don't know Oh lord, I don't know No, no, no I was living for these people... mmm I don't wanna go back Say we're separate, we ain't equal I don't wanna go there, oh Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, oh I know that I'm gon' find out when it's time though Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, oh nevermind, oh, mind oh Damn I said it we should take it back and let's rewind oh This is for my haters I don't see you cause I'm blind hoe And I gotta say that God is good all the time tho' All the time tho' All the time Yeah, they gonna hate on me regardless But I'm still showin' love to the heartless Man, I used to love goin' to parties Now in these days, I go hardly Battling heartache, time to demarcate I made a choice to empty out the bottles Emptied out the bottles, now I'm goin' full throttle Boy, you better get right before you come and try to holla Yes, I am a queen cause I'm married to the King doe And he told me I got a place in his Kingdom I ain't gonna tell you how to live your life But you better make sure that you close all the windows But nevermind, oh nevermind, nevermind, nevermind