Waterfalls

I'm saying your damn name While I'm ripping this blank page off You know this is my rampage It's like ripping a band-aid off I know it seems that I can't make progress It's just when I go out I just think you should know now I scan for your damn face constant like "Where is she now?" "Would she say that she missed me now?" "Would she maybe even kiss me now?" Like on the cheek, wait hear me out I know there's millions of obstacles Tried to revisit it but is it possible That there's a reason that she's in my head And the thought of her lips is becoming unstoppable Does she know that I have made it? Keep drinking, I'm kinda faded Middle of the club and I'm zoning out I stare at the wall like a fire escape And they know I get high to escape it My friends wanna know what's up One of them comes up We're both so drunk So I try to explain it like We were young and we were dumb And then my fears just got involved We had the love, we had enough And now I'm here I lost it all "Do you think of her even after all there years?" No not at all "So tell me why I say her name And now your tears are Waterfalls" We were young and we were dumb And then my fears just got involved We had the love, we had enough And now I'm here I lost it all "Do you think of her even after all there years?" No not at all "So tell me why I say her name And now your tears are Waterfalls" I just saw this pic you posted You graduated from University I remember helping you with those projects You were the Universe to me And still I couldn't give you space I don't care about the shit you say Try to make me feel better but I'm the one to blame Now I contemplate Should I drink today? Goddamn That's how I deal with the guilt When I wake up and see you're not there anymore So now I'm drowning in liquor but Tell me how the memories stay afloat I hang with a girl to forget you But you're in the back of my head And when she asked about my ex I know she could see I was upset, I said We were young and we were dumb And then my fears just got involved We had the love, we had enough And now I'm here I lost it all "Do you think of her even after all there years?" No not at all "So tell me why I say her name And now your tears are Waterfalls" We were young and we were dumb And then my fears just got involved We had the love, we had enough And now I'm here I lost it all "Do you think of her even after all there years?" No not at all "So tell me why I say her name And now your tears are Waterfalls" Waterfalls, now your tears are waterfalls I just wanted you to know that I am here despite it all I know you hate me by default But can we break the dividing wall? I know they like to write us off But could we put it aside, because We were young and we were dumb And then my fears just got involved We had the love, we had enough And now I'm here I lost it all "Do you think of her even after all there years?" No not at all "So tell me why I say her name And now your tears are Waterfalls"