You wanna be hard and feel in control
But being commanding is hard when you don't
Know what you
Are lookin for
What you want
Is slipping away
Spending half of my whole life giving you head
Just in case you need to forgive me
One day for something that i did
Doubt flows in
I am not drowning yet
But the rain is coming in
Under the door
You know i dont give a shit
Mental blasts of the best parts
Counting down and then it starts
Drowning now, went too far
Drowning now, i drank too hard
Now im (not okay)
