Gloomy June

The world outside my room 's not a world I can face, Cause I'm out of my head and have been for days, And I can't sleep I open my eyes, it's the evening, And then, I repeat the same cycle again and again The past is mine to keep I try to make myself think that the good days are worth all the bad, But walking in circles is the future I know I will have The days is there passing are just another burden to me Just let me be Because I, just sit and watch the clock I'll say that I'm alright when I am not And when the sky turns grey I'll hide away, alone with my thoughts I'll dream of better days Or run somewhere far away It seems my time is up For now I'll just sleep through another day And I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be I'm trapped in my mind And it won't let me free The night it comforts me I can hear it, The call of that red bathroom floor Both eyes on the exit, one hand on the door If I go, then I'll be free The match burns in my fingers It's time I just let it go I'll fade softly in darkness I'll give up and no one will know The floor spinning around in circles, I can't seem to move from the bed, Or out of my head Because I, just sit and watch the clock I'll say that I'm alright when I am not And when the sky turns grey I'll hide away, alone with my thoughts I'll dream of better days Or run somewhere far away It seems my time is up For now I'll just sleep through another day And if I cross the line again Can't better think that this is how it ends So close your eyes and just pretend It's all okay Because I, just sit and watch the clock I'll say that I'm alright when I am not And when the sky turns grey I'll hide away, alone with my thoughts I'll dream of better days Or run somewhere far away It seems my time is up For now I'll just sleep through another day Let me go Let me go Let me go Let me go Let me go