Flashback to the old me, I see him so clearly, all the bad memories in HD, wish I could change. Don’t matter what I do, my reputation feels so cruel, I wish people knew the truth.

And I know that’s it strange, cause, it seems all kids think the same, that they all can’t wait to get older, but I hate growing up, hate growing up.

Tears that I cried on my pillowcases, pillowcase tonight. Being waterboarded by my overwhelming thoughts, my overbearing thoughts tonight. And I know that’s it strange, cause, it seems all kids think the same. Tears that I cried, on my pillowcase, my pillowcases tonight.

Overbearing thoughts, feels like a lot, but I don’t want to be a burden that last thing I want to be is a burden. People keep on asking why I music, is therapeutic and it seems like the one thing that I’m in control.

And I know that’s it strange, cause, it seems all kids think the same, that they all can’t wait to get older, but I hate growing up, hate growing up, hate growing up.

Tears that I cried on my pillowcases, pillowcase tonight. Being waterboarded by my overwhelming thoughts, my overbearing thoughts tonight. And I know that’s it strange, cause, it seems all kids think the same. Tears that I cried, on my pillowcase, my pillowcases tonight.

Tears that I cried on my pillowcases, pillowcase tonight. Being waterboarded by my overwhelming thoughts, my overbearing thoughts tonight. And I know that’s it strange, cause, it seems all kids think the same. Tears that I cried, on my pillowcase, my pillowcases tonight.