Suddenly Okay

I've not left this room, since you said we're through But, hey, if I saw your face, I'd be suddenly okay I can't rest, feeling dead, I think there's bugs in my bed Thoughts are crawling through my head (my head) Maybe they can relate to the mess that I create It weighs more every day All of my friends say If I don't get up out of this cage, I'll fade away Hey, I've got my head so in the clouds, I miss the rain I've not left this room, since you said we're through But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay I've tried the most to overdose, your Instagram's of leaves I smoke To torture myself, I suppose (I suppose) I sleep with your pillow under my arm, it feels like you, it keeps me calm Know I gotta move on, but not today, no, not today All of my friends say If I don't get up out of this cage, I'll fade away Hey, I've got my head so in the clouds, I miss the rain I've not left this room since you said we're through But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay I just want you to call, no, I'm not ready to be alone It's a big wide world out there, but I can't get myself out of bed No quick fix, simple aid, no new age shit that I could take 'Cause if it's not your face, there ain't no taking this pain away And now winter's gone, but there's no daffodils All I've got's your perfume on my windowsill All of my friends say If I don't get up out of this cage, I'll fade away Hey, I've got my head so in the clouds, I miss the rain I've not left this room, since you said we're through But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay I'd be suddenly okay I'd (be suddenly okay) be suddenly okay I've not left this room, since you said we're through But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay