Surprise!

I'm, I'm on my third life Looking at a razor knife This night light got me through my childhood Take this long route, hoping they don't see me fit into the crowd See I'm always in fear, they will appear Pushing me down, yell in my ear "You will never amount to anything You should be afraid of everything" Young boy, erasing and editing Checking 'round corners and looking ahead of me What if they hurt me, or what if they get me? Spent my lifetime ready and prepping Like a Wet steel to the knife Like a Bright light to the night Like a Kill-switch to your life I hope you think twice I don't play nice Open up, surprise! I'm, I'm on my sixth life Looking at a razor blade This high life, thank you to my neighborhood This long route taught me to be strong and rise above the crowd Always in fear, they will appear Pushing me down, yell in my ear "You will never amount to anything You should be afraid of everything" Young boy, erasing and editing Checking 'round corners and looking ahead of me What if they hurt me, or what if they get me? Spent my lifetime ready and prepping Like a Wet steel to the knife Like a Bright light to the night Like a Kill-switch to your life I hope you think twice I don't play nice Open up, surprise! All these years, this life I've chosen All these tears, look how they focus Turn your face like you don't know it But you can't say you don't notice Like a Wet steel to the knife Like a Bright light to the night Like a Kill-switch to your life I hope you think twice I don't play nice Open up, surprise! (Razor blade, this high-high-high-, welcome to my-) (Razor blade, this high-high-high-, welcome to my-)