Bildungsroman

I started this image of a... Woke up crying on a dance floor Can't remember what for Guess I lost track in the uproar Of people gnawing at my skin Attempting to let themselves in Without a key or permission But I started this image of a lighthearted Person who'd do the hard parts And never feel any scars, it's an art to Fold your arms into a cot Hold all the weight they cannot and Still feel like a failure when its all over Let me go I just want to go home To a place that I know Let me go I just want to go home To a place that I know Inviting in disappointment to stay Was never what I meant When I promised I could do this But I simply did the math wrong This equation doesn't equal one Person that can take it all on Cause giving Up on everything I'd Ever even dreamed I Can't make that sacrifice Spill red wine on me stain My skin as a means to Mark me as a crime scene And trust that I'm not lying When I say that I'm sorry I'm sorry Let me go I just want to go home To a place that I know Let me go I just want to go home To a place that I know I spread myself too thin again Made promises I couldn't tend to Can't claim a hostage as your friend So I'll let it end If you'll let this end And maybe we can make amends Maybe we'll make amends Let me go I just want to go home Let me go I just want to go home To a place that I know