Inferior

Something repressed inside is beginning to awake I can't keep it caged (Anymore) I can't ignore the pain I'm in anymore I've tried everything to be as whole as you You've always been ten steps ahead You always said you were my friend But when I was hanging from the edge You didn't hesitate to let me fall I'm desperate and cold Without an ounce of hope I know that I am about to die I'm ready to die Even though I'm alive I can't feel anything I've gone numb from being inferior If I'm not meant to find The purpose of this life I might let go And fall into the abyss There's nothing left I can feel it I'm broken and bleeding I know you love what you're seeing I'm bleeding out If I'm going to die The least you could do is hand me the knife That you placed into my back so that I can take my life This emptiness inside my soul is an ocean The waves are relentless I'm drowning in silence Even though I'm alive I can't feel anything I've gone numb from being inferior If I'm not meant to find The purpose of this life I might let go And fall into the abyss Even though I'm alive I can't feel a thing Inferior Inferior You have held me down The thrill of suffocating me Has brought your true nature into the light I am inferior Even though I'm alive I can't feel anything I've gone numb from being inferior If I'm not meant to find The purpose of this life I might let go And fall into the abyss Into the abyss I've gone numb from being inferior Inferior I might let go And fall into the abyss Into the abyss