Body Horror for Birds (feat. 1ST VOWS)

When I saw you in Seattle, I was caught in a rat maze

I tried to pick a corner and call it home

And no rush of blood was enough

To get my brain unstuck

I can't wait to show you the 1% better I got

I think they run seminars about my relapse

I know you're doing okay

I don't think the moon awaits

It's all comin' back to me now

After-lifer sulphur dragging me down

The words are written on the back of my eyelids, "You make me uncomfortable

And I don't wanna see you in Heaven"

In Heaven

In Heaven

In Heaven

This was supposed be to be different

I had a million dreams, I had a thousand visions

This was supposed to be ours

I hold it in my fist and savor the last of it

Now you can go make her a mother

You never revolve around your lover, oh

This was supposed be to be different

I had a million dreams, I had a thousand visions

This was supposed to be ours

I hold it in my fist and savor the last of it, yeah

This was supposed be to be different

I had a million dreams, I had a thousand visions, yeah

Now you can go make her a mother

Yeah, you never revolve around your lover, oh

It's all comin' back to me now

Bends gave me some truth and it's hard to discount

How some people are nightmares together, but it's only felt when apart

So I don't wanna see you in Heaven

In Heaven

In Heaven

In Heaven

In Heaven