Sorry To Cancel

Hey, sorry to cancel

I'm in the middle of a spiral

My heart is a handful

And my body's out to get me

Hope you don't mind

I haven't replied to any of your messages lately

I got $11.69 in my account right now

Bought a bag, I don't know why, I don't want rest right now

Went on to set another line, went off the script, I'm not equipped to hang out

In large crowds right now

My mind often plays tricks on me

Did I lie when I said I was happy?

Hard times being involved with me

I'm surprised, it's not all it's cracked up to be

Do you think I'm worthy?

Never mind, that doesn't matter

I'm so grateful for my life

I can't believe I'm almost 30

I wonder when I'll die, broadly speaking

Of course

Even with the fog

I really feel you should've called me

Even kettle called the pot

You fuel the fire, can't bear the smoke

I don't get it, everything feels unfair to me

But you're forgiven, I can't remember anything

My mind often plays tricks on me

Did I lie when I said I was happy?

Hard times being involved with me

I'm surprised, it's not all it's cracked up to be

To be

It's not all it's cracked up to be