Let me read u a note from these thoughts of mine, as I let you inside of my haunting cry’s, living in the mind of an habitual thinker, veins disappear in the middle of winter, I have a taste, and then im left with nothing, so co-dependent, with a chemical substance, I try to run, via a suicide note, on behalf of the souls that were lured by dope, is it hopeless, I feel like im choking, going to a place, where I wont be noticed, this love that I crave, has me puncturing veins, when I splinter the wound, two lovers embrace, tornacay tight in the grit of my teeth, everyday fornacate with beuty and the beast, on my way to be free from lucifers charm, as I fulfill this note and leave leather for arms

if face the open road, I am losing lots, I may take an overdoes, when the music stops, my heart is barbed in hard issues, and my arms draped and embalmed in scar tissue,

its the chase of freedom, the baiting hope, im sinking in deeper to the naked choke,

so hard, I cannot, sober up, in a detox stuck in a cobra clutch,

Ive lost, all my love for my life, its like ive lost my mother, and im starting to cry,

lost in shame from the mask I make, and yes, I am lost in space and that’s apart of my fate,

I breakdown, how much more can I take, writing this note, in a morbid state, for the tortured souls that were taken away, im turning cold I may be taken today,

It’s the story of my life, my dreams are vivid, full of haunting crys, I hear in the distance, getting closer everyday in the form of a man, I can hear it now, that voice is my dad, Jim, its ur father, I want u to know that I trust and I love ya, when u were young you had a love for life, its so sad to see now that ur love has died, don’t do this, I hear him cry, befor im back in my shell with a temptation to die,

as I injects it in, with my thumb and index, it feels like insects, crawling under my skin, I see the light, through the heart of a lover, I see the tree of life, and I’m in the arms of my mother, I feel peace, like it was meant for me, no more pain inside, I’m finally free,