I’m so sick of being tired and I’m so sick of being sad I crave the life we had I know that it’s not coming back can’t hold on for much longer the pain it’s killing me forgive me for working hard to forget your memory now I’m in therapy finally cause you were everything to me and now I’m writing songs up in my room I’m all alone missing my muse I’m feeling down I’m feeling blue and now I’m getting medicated It’s not working overrated I’ve complained and complicated truth now I’m just lying to myself that I could find anybody else I look for you first in every room I walk into cause my brain it can’t comprehend I’m writing this for you now you got me regretting all the times that we spent the times that I loved because they’ve come to an end I hate myself for wishing that we had never met cause you deserve so much better not simple sad and sorry letters you were magic everything you touched cause you breathe light and you breathe love a perfect picture from above and I’ve ruined everything to come now I’m just crying Honey cause you were everything to me and I’m so sorry darling darling cause you were everything to me to me now here I am talking about you using past tense and it feels rude and cruel tell me have you found new and I’m probably long forgotten pathetic sad and feeling lost and unsure what’s left for me to do cause in my perfect world there’s a you and there’s a me and there’s no version that can end so casually and in my perfect world we dance have fun and sing and there’s no version where I fall to my knees cause you were everything to me and I’m so sorry darling darling cause you were everything to me to me