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2011 (Demo)
Hip-Hop/Rap
2011 (Demo) adlı parça {albumName} albümünün bir parçası olarak Button Eyes Records tarafından 28 Temmuz 2023 tarihinde yayınlandıMerciless Timebomb - EP
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Çıkış Tarihi28 Temmuz 2023
FirmaButton Eyes Records
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Melodiklik
Akustiklik
Valence
Dans Edilebilirlik
Enerji
BPM101

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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ole Ostwald
Ole Ostwald
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ole Ostwald
Ole Ostwald
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Ole Ostwald
Ole Ostwald
Producer

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I'm still scared
They still follow me through all my nightmares
I'm so hurt
Even ten years later I'm still wounded
We should have fought
But I would have died trying
There's no cure
Every passing day just creates distance
I've been thinking all day long
What the fuck is now wrong
I can't tell if I'm the evil or the blessing
But I can promise
That I would never react in the heat of the moment
But sometimes I wonder if I'm a better person now
Well I still torture myself for the things I did
I'm blinded by all those memories
I can remember all there names, faces and situation
Theyve blamed me for
All the times they told me
You will never see your mother again
Cause you'll be a junkie and a homicidal school shooter
Now they see me ten years later
And I haven't killed anyone
Took drugs or punched anyone in the face
Now they see me ten years later
And I'm not escalated or criminal
(Haha fuck you)
I'm trying to finally find my peace
I'm still scared
They still follow me through all my nightmares
I'm so hurt
Even ten years later I'm still wounded
We should have fought
But I would have died trying
There's no cure
Every passing day just creates distance
They put the pressure on a child
The perfect scapegoat was born
They pulled the strings from the background
They wanted to make it look like I was crazy
I was seven years old and
Couldn't convey that I had just picked up the behavior from home
I still vividly remember the night
I opened the window to finally put an end to it
I was so fucking done with it
It was so hard to bear for all the years
I'm traumatized
I'm still scared when the phone rings
I cried often, I was hopeless
Every day I wished I was dead
I'm still scared
They still follow me through all my nightmares
I'm so hurt
Even ten years later I'm still wounded
We should have fought
But I would have died trying
There's no cure
Every passing day just creates distance
(I'm still scared)
(They still follow me through all my nightmares)
(I'm so hurt)
(Even ten years later I'm still wounded)
(We should have fought)
(But I would have died trying)
(There's no cure)
(Every passing day just creates distance)
And now for the conclusion of this song
I would like to end with this
Enough sorrow, enough agony
This story should not take over my life
I'm glad to finally say goodbye
Written by: Ole Ostwald
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