Not Again

I've been trying to love myself for real I've been trying not to feel what I feel I've been trying to be a bit less mistaken It was real the feeling I had for you And you told me how you need me too Everyone kept saying it's not the real thing How dare you break my lonely heart And dance on the pieces Being with you just tares me apart Not again and again Take you love and leave me behind Realize we're mistaken I don't need to be torn down Not again and again I've been wanting to die, just so you know Trying to show them all how I'm alone I've been hating my bedroom in the night I've seen heaven and hell with you I believed the lies you said were true I've been trying to grow, I've been holding on I've been trying to be strong How dare you break my lonely heart And dance on the pieces Being with you just tares me apart Not again and again Take you love and leave me behind Realize we're mistaken I don't need to be torn down Not again and again Once again I just want to feel something true Once again I just want to get closer to you Nothing will ever change anyway This is all we have Not again will I lie to myself Not again