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Different Man
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Different Man adlı parça {albumName} albümünün bir parçası olarak Yaswede tarafından 11 Eylül 2026 tarihinde yayınlandıSick of It. - EP
11 Eylül 2026
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There was a time when I was younger
When anything that I felt or I did felt lackluster
Now that I'm moving through the ranks of life
I started looking at the world with my eyes full of hunger
And yeah I barely had any friends
The ones that I did have
They were just a massive detriment
Depression, Self-harm, topics about suicide
Naturally my feelings co-alligned
Should I fucking die?
And that is when I opened my eyes
And realised that the feelings I was
Feeling all the time were not even mine
I had no feelings, no values, no pride
No hunger, no drive and no passion inside
I was just a skinny kid
Happy being average
Then I woke the fuck up
And listened to the messages
Looked at life how blessed it is
And as you know the rest it is
History
It is just so easy to forget you see
There was a time that I was younger
When anything that I felt or I did felt lackluster
Now that i'm moving through the ranks of life
I started looking at the world with my eyes full of hunger
There was a time when I was younger
When anything that I felt or did was fueled by hate
People often said they were close with their families
But I couldn't relate
When I was 19 years old I ran from home
I didn't see a single reason to keep it all going
Left my family a cutely written note
Told 'em not to worry, I'd be more than fine on my own
I didn't agree with my momma's visions
So i made the decision to run from my responsibilities
Didn't keep in mind my little brothers' feelins
Man I'm sorry for leaving so suddenly
Please forgive me G
Started living with a toxic ass family
They took me in, it all happened so fast you see
I think I needed a break
But before I even knew it
I done had a full time job at a factory
I reconnected with my relatives
They offered me a place to live
But I was hesitant
Feeling ashamed a bit
But nonetheless I went
Grateful for the gift the heavens sent
I never had a fuckin' dad to rely on
I always blamed it all on my mom
Was that wrong?
I been stuck in the past
I cannot move on
And Started looking forward to a New dawn
And kept strong
In my head having kids as a priority
Was just fucking stupid
How could she have 2 kids
With guys who gave no shit
Some of my thoughts were so morbid
That I'm glad I never acted on them
There was a time when I was younger
When anything that I felt or I did felt lackluster
Now that i'm moving through the ranks of life
I started looking at the world with my eyes full of hunger
Now i'm getting older and i'm moving up
Been a while since I stopped giving a fuck
Been mistreated way too much
Am aware that there is plenty of
Disbelief to come
Honestly i'm getting fed Up
To all these pathetic
Little Sad cunts
I wish you the best
I know that my path
Set toward success
Will succeed
If you do not see the vision
Of me being bigger than all of them
You have no reason to be here or open your mouth again
Please never call again
Word will be spread upon all the land
That i'm becoming a legend to be remembered by everyone
So I won't let
Anyone forget
What I will accomplish
Keep it in your head
Starting today i'm a different man
Written by: Ilya De Swerdt
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