The Break

Everyday I wake, try not to get lost Try to hear myself, try to be my own boss See I got a problem with self-preservation Everything is time and it's all I've been wasting But not in the way you might think I've been tryna swim here hope I never sink Then my heart goes black and I'm back on the brink Give it all I got then it's gone in a blink Then the mayors drunk at a party and he tells me that I'm doing everything all wrong I wanna disappear, drown in my beer but I just try to move on I bend, I break I bend, I break I bend, I break I bend, I break Every night I sleep try to get a little rest Try to dream sweet and forget I'm not the best Cause I fight with myself all day like I'm crazy And my mom keeps asking when they're gunna pay me We all wanna make something last Wanna live long but don't want to let it pass And you can't hold on, shot gun blast Give it all I got then it's gone in a flash And the basement floods with tears and I can' t say where this went wrong Tryna catch my breath, if I have some left I'll tell you I'm not gone I bend, I break I bend, I break I bend, I break I bend, I break You know ima smash it, burn trees to ashes Cold on the highway, whatever comes my way We roll today forever You know ima smash it, burn trees to ashes Cold on the highway, whatever comes my way You know ima smash it, burn trees to ashes Cold on the highway, whatever comes my way I bend, I break I bend, I break I bend, I break I bend, I break