My Recovery (feat. John J)

Look at all the hate they keep on showing I don't want to see that Look at all the stones they keep on throwing I don't want to feel that Like sun that will keep on burning I used to be so discerning, oh You burned me Straight up had me feelin' dirty I wasted 7 years now i'm damn near thirty You hurt me, stomach turnin' feeling sick I'm chillin' all alone while you probably on his I ain't gonna say it But I guess I hope your well I burned all the pictures it was cold up in my hell It was cold up in my cell I watch the photos smoulder, the aroma does me well And I know That your love don't expire, you were fed up getting tired Had to go Had to get it on my own, pack my bags and leave your home But just know That me and you will never change, things will never be the same Different chapters different page, finally got you off my brain I've broken out these chains, no more pain i'm out the rain So pack your bags be on your way I got nothing more to say Pack your bags be on your way, I got nothing more to say In my recovery I'm a soldier at war I have broken down walls I defined I designed My recovery In the sound of the sea In the oceans of me I defined I designed My recovery I need you But instead you chose to run Turn your back on me when all I wanted was your love I was a fool, but it's better late than never I got a new girl I can say she does it better cause she's true She knows exactly what to do When I'm down she picks me up she ain't nothin like you But it's cool There's some times I won't forget You'll always be my first in my heart forever etched But I'm blessed You saved me from the stress You got a new man but I ain't nothing like the rest And you know I'm not easy to replace I know you won't forget me in your heart you save a place And it's okay I forgive you movin on The winters so cold I'm not there to keep you warm And I'm gone Never to return Burn me once burn me twice count it as a lesson learned In my recovery I'm a soldier at war I have broken down walls I defined I designed My recovery In the sound of the sea In the oceans of me I defined I designed My recovery I was fadin' out eyes closed bedridden Then you popped up out the blue Like your pants rippen, strong friction Got my soul livin, even though im strong driven Got a call from long distance, broke the walls to my strong prison You set me free girl, I gotta thank you Tryna' turn this me, into a we world tangled Each word strangled, you took my breath away Anytime i'm looking back, you're the best yesterday The best of me, our chemistry is something like some therapy While the others try to censor me you open up my sensories Best buds, you know dispensary Follow all the signs, and you were sent for me I'll never speak your name, even though I call ya shh This recovery's enough for me, what's underneath is love for me But you keep backin' off and you always fuckin' run from me So what i'm supposed to do when your love had enough of me In my recovery I'm a soldier at war I have broken down walls I defined I designed My recovery In the sound of the sea In the oceans of me I defined I designed My recovery In my recovery I'm a soldier at war I have broken down walls I defined I designed My recovery In the sound of the sea In the oceans of me I defined I designed My recovery