The Way It Goes

A harsh winter got me living life in poverty 'Cause jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved Now it came around and shit is all the same My thoughts written could begin to take it all away I march deep into the heart of nature calling me It's part of me, and people on this rock we be I'm gettin' tired of this anxiety that's haunting me It's just the way that it goes Sometimes I lose my control I'm puttin' holes in the wall Don't wanna get y'all involved It's best you leave me alone Don't like this feelin' at all Who can I trust? I don't know That's why I keep on my own It's just the way that it goes Some days when I wake up, I get a sense of bliss that escapes me When the things I run away from reappear Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day It's my life, homie, I could go and waste it away I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to Thinking that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live 'Cause I can't seem to fit, and the days seem to end really quick I'm fucking done, I can't take this again It's just the way that it goes Sometimes I lose my control I'm puttin' holes in the wall Don't wanna get y'all involved It's best you leave me alone Don't like this feelin' at all Who can I trust? I don't know That's why I keep on my own It's just the way that it goes Sometimes I lose my control I'm puttin' holes in the wall Don't wanna get y'all involved It's best you leave me alone Don't like this feelin' at all Who can I trust? I don't know That's why I keep on my own It's just the way that it goes