Sober

When you're gone and your life is over What will they say? What will they say? When you're gone cause you won't get sober What will they say? What will they Say? I don't wanna live life like this no more I don't Every time that I say I'll get clean but I know I won't I been Battling all this time it's killing me And I'm trying to get sober but it's hard for me Let me speak on addiction, from the voice of an addict From someone who's battled to get where their at On a chance, knowing some never have it Let me speak for the victims For the families, the lives that are shattered For the ones that you say had a choice that they made in their life So their lives never mattered? This ones for Micah, Michelle, then its Adam Ryan almost dying in my car on Lantana As I'm driving I'm trying to revive him I'm watching his lights dim You think that its mind over matter? And does it matter, disease or a choice? And you tease and exploit so you squeeze in your points And the person in need's at that teetering point, going deeper When all they really need is a voice You can do this When you're gone and your life is over What will they say? What will they say? When you're gone cause you won't get sober What will they say? What will they Say? I don't wanna live life like this no more I don't Every time that I say I'll get clean but I know I won't I been Battling all this time it's killing me And I'm trying to get sober but it's hard for me I know what it's like To be ran by that instinct inside you that sticks to the lie I know what it's like To relive all the things that you did till you wished you would die I know what it's like When you're waking up anxious and sick And the logical thing is a fix So you push all the things that you know you should do To the side cause you just want that high But I also know what it feels like when you wake up excited for life When you make that decision within you to live So you give all thats in you and fight for you life There's time if there's breathe in your lungs It doesn't matter the depth of your runs No more living on borrowing funds No more thinking tomorrow I'm done Cause sometimes tomorrow don't come When you're gone and your life is over What will they say? What will they say? When you're gone cause you won't get sober What will they say? What will they Say? There are times I tell myself I'm not the only one I know I'm not alone and I try to be brave When everything inside you feels like giving up the fight Oh no you're not alone so just try to be brave When you're gone and your life is over What will they say? What will they say? When you're gone cause you won't get sober What will they say? What will they Say? I don't wanna live life like this no more I don't Every time that I say i'll get clean and I know I won't I don't wanna live life like this no more I don't Every time that I say i'll get clean and I know I won't I don't wanna live life like this no more I don't Every time that I say i'll get clean but I know I won't But you can