Highways, Sideways

Keep me safe Under your Careful Ga- Okay, whew Depressed and listening to Arcade Fire In my car at One in the morning There's a scary amount of things to lose - even more to be created I've spent a lot of my life laying on floors Trying to get a handle on everything Haven't figured out a way to do that yet, I promise I'm always trying I'll be honest with you, I don't like myself very much right now I'll be honest with you, I don't like myself very much right now I let a piece of myself die so the rest of me could live Sometimes you have to say goodbye to the parts of you That you cannot forgive I'll be honest with you, I don't like myself very much right now I'll be honest with you, I don't like myself very much right now I need rest I let a piece of myself die so the rest of me could live The last time I considered suicide Was driving from Mount Vernon at One AM This feeling of emptiness has been my driver for far too long I'm better than the places that it's taking me If I can't reclaim my driver's seat I will walk myself towards home until my legs buckle beneath me If I can't reclaim my driver's seat I will walk myself towards home until my legs buckle beneath me If I can't reclaim my driver's seat I will walk myself towards home until my legs buckle beneath me If I can't reclaim my driver's seat I will walk myself towards home until my legs buckle beneath me If I can't reclaim my driver's seat I will walk myself towards home until my legs buckle beneath me You can pick me up if you choose to do so I will rest in the ruin of my frail creation Depressed and listening to Arcade Fire In my car at Two in the morning