Dear Depression

I get so defense I get overwhelmed I fake a smile just cause I don't want your help I say that there is no wrong Everything is fine If you believe that story Then you're stupid blind This is my moment of honesty I probably won't stay here long I try to be vulnerable I'd rather be all alone And I admit I get upset Cause I'm a mess, yeah I hate the feeling Of never feeling Dear depression not today I'm not playing mindless mind games For your attention Not to mention The lies you feed my brain Dear depression not today I'm not playing mindless mind games For your attention Not to mention I get lost in my head Fighting all my thoughts One moment off the deep end Screams that I am lost Lying to myself that Everything is fine If I keep up this story Then I'm stupid blind This is my moment of honesty I probably won't stay here long I try to be vulnerable I'd rather be all alone And I admit I get upset Cause I'm a mess, yeah I hate the feeling Of never feeling Dear depression not today I'm not playing mindless mind games For your attention Not to mention The lies you feed my brain Dear depression not today I'm not playing mindless mind games For your attention Not to mention The lies you feed my brain I feel like I just crashed too late to slow down Adrenaline was up but I am numb now If I get the chance to feel again Will I just pretend and feel nothing at all I feel like I just crashed too late to slow down Adrenaline was up but I am numb now If I get the chance to feel again Will I just pretend and feel nothing at all Dear depression not today I'm not playing mindless mind games For your attention Not to mention The lies you feed my brain Dear depression not today I'm not playing mindless mind games For your attention Not to mention The lies you feed my brain If I get the chance to feel again Will I just pretend and feel nothing at all