Fan Age

I see a distance An empty horizon Climbing up the backs of every idol you reside in I promise gold in every short-winded letter Found a spot of sun where I can lie in wait forever I'll spin a web for you The strongest me you never knew And when the ocean calls you back Goodbye would seem too soon And when you left I felt so stranded on this planet I drove a hundred miles to find the clues obtuse and slanted I've been abandoned Alone but I'm not lonely I'm the master of my present I handle what it throws me I spin a web for you The strongest me you never knew And when the ocean calls you back Goodbye would seem too soon You're not missing much But who you taught to take the punch And I don't feel bad, I hold no guilt I've got things to do When summer sets, I'm going too And the flowers wilt I'll save myself Sometimes I dream and think about a brand new person One who wouldn't waver past the closing of the curtain So was it worth it to leave this at the table I know I missed the race, I was the one who cut the cable, because You're not missing much But who you taught to take the punch And I don't feel bad, I hold no guilt Cause I've got things to do When summer sets, I'm going too The flowers wilt I'll save myself I spin a web for you And all the words you weave come true And when the ocean takes you back You couldn't sink too soon