Pressing My Luck

This hole in my head It feels so good Finally a chance at solace No need to be understood No one will remember my name After I disappear No one will remember anything That I did when I was here And now I'm Pressing my luck And my internal clock is running out It's time i fuck things up again If Paradise is never found Did it ever exist in the first place A man made book force fed me this lie Truth vomits out, here we go again I plan not pray, I plan on losing it all Cause praying never got me a god damn thing And now I'm Pressing my luck And my internal clock is running out It's time i fuck things up again If Paradise is never found Never found Did it ever exist in the first place Letting go of everything I loved Did it ever exist in the first place Giving up never felt so right Did it ever exist in the first place I plan not pray If you want me to believe in your bullshit You can send me to hell No one will remember my name After I disappear No one will remember anything That I did when I was here Pressing my luck And my internal clock is running out It's time i fuck things up again If Paradise is never found Never found Did it ever exist in the first place Letting go of everything I love Did it ever exist in the first place Giving up never felt so right Did it ever exist in the first place I plan not pray