For the Sake of It

I'm in the fire, of trying to do everything Burning desire lit up the house I'm living in I'm caving in, too sensitive and delicate Every step forward, makes a mistake In the weeds, pulled everything that I could get Dirt on my sleeves, but I don't see the garden yet I'm digging in, still waiting on the benefits Checking off boxes, cleaning my plate You could say I'm doing my best Every time i take in any oxygen You could say just give it a rest But I'm just gonna break and start it up again Yeah I know myself I'm wasting time The more I try Exhaust my mind All for the sake of it I feel so sick of it Fighting the wind, too tired now to hold my ground Throw myself in, it's easy when I'm falling down Giving in, habitual oblivion Sitting in silence, taking up space You could say I'm doing my best Every time I take in any oxygen You could say just give it a rest But I'm just gonna break and start it up again I'm wasting time The more I try Exhaust my mind All for the sake of it I feel so sick of it Losing light I fall behind But I still climb All for the sake of it I feel so sick of it You could say I'm doing my best I'm wasting time The more I try Exhaust my mind All for the sake of it I feel so sick of it Losing light I fall behind But I still climb All for the sake of it I feel so sick of it So sick of it I feel so sick of it So sick of it All for the sake of it I feel so sick of it