mental health.

I think about - myself on the daily, everyone loves, but I feel like they hate me

I can't explain the way that I feel, so everyone feels like I hate them, I hate me

Blamin' myself for all of this hell, mama would tell me I need to get help

But she isn't here 'cause she followed through, I guess that explains my mental health

Help, I've been through Hell

I used to fantasize about bein' like everyone else

But Satan took my mom away, my other mom just bailed

I haven't seen my sister since my dad's locked in a jail

Inside his own mind, I sit alone at night and cry in my studio

Beggin' God, "Please just tell me why"

The only one that really cares is my wife

Don't get me wrong, she's all I need, but even she has a family

Who am I supposed to talk to

When I got questions about bein' a father, nobody responds to?

I'm tired of learnin' on my own

I just want my kids to grow up in a happy home, they're happier when daddy's home

But they would rather see me workin' nine to five

You can't afford to sacrifice, just give up all your dreams and cry

But tell your kids that they can fly

I wonder why we always fight and why I'm at an all time

Faith broken

Fate knockin'

They loathin', I'm never gettin' older

This moment is misjudged, and

Can you focus this feelin' that it's over?

I think about - myself on the daily, everyone loves, but I feel like they hate me

I can't explain the way that I feel, so everyone feels like I hate them, I hate me

Blamin' myself for all of this hell, mama would tell me I need to get help

But she isn't here 'cause she followed through, I guess that explains my mental health

Help, I've been through Hell

These voices tellin' me I'll never make it outta my cell

I used to walk the hallways and I talked to myself

Now I got people always tryna tell me they proud

I don't believe you, I've never seen you

I'll never please you, never need you, so please relieve you, I'm pleased to leave you

Here's a review, your heart is see-through, it's hard to see through

If I'm beneath you, then let me beat you

I need some peace to breathe, 'cause everybody's countin' on me

And sometimes I just can't sleep

My mind's got me on my knees, mm

I never thought my life would come to this

I know that Jesus made me for a purpose, but I feel I might succumb to this

Pressure in my head, you're better off dead

I'm a mess, what's success if you have no one left to share it with?