Closer

Why I carry these problems for head o Overthink when I lay down for bed o Thought you was real I got played like Nintendo Treated me like I ain't had potential And I feel like I'm closer and closer now I'm cold I'll admit I know where I been I pray make I no sign out Committed a whole lotta sins but I know I'mma win Took a loss and came back with a major win Was traumatized don't wanna feel that pain again Balling now but then I used to play the bench and if I Cut you off then I can never make amends Let it go if it don't fit in with my plans Was never perfect Lord forgive me for my sins A lotta pain is what I scribble with my pen Motivation channel it from deep within Just know it takes time And I was taught to never take it if it ain't mine Love and hate is separated by a thin line Identical I can't tell em apart in real time Somehow I feel fine Play the game but I don't make the rules I'm bad with it cos I hate to lose Know what I came to prove The losses made me who I am I had to take a few To keep the peace I had to play the fool It's like I'm better off hearing these lies so I don't chase the truth Keep it black and white but still I like my paper blue Family breaking off so I had to play the glue Canvases I had to paint a few Why I carry these problems for head o Overthink when I lay down for bed o Thought you was real I got played like Nintendo Treated me like I ain't had potential And I feel like I'm closer and closer now I'm cold I'll admit I know where I been I pray make I no sign out Committed a whole lotta sins but I know I'mma win To the ones that got played and toast to the players too Keep it black and white still like my paper blue Verified everywhere know my name approved Upgrade the room at the Blu just to change the view Zero jonsin tell it from the way I move They know the paper new shun how much Payper blew The losses yeah we celebrate them too Glasses held high and we say salud Let nothing stress me Living like options are plenty Thought I was done when they left me I was on the bridge when they burnt it but landed on a jet ski I'm glad to see y'all hating Good results from bad decision making Such a risky move But we barely have shit to lose Why I carry these problems for head o Overthink when I lay down for bed o Thought you was real I got played like Nintendo Treated me like I ain't had potential And I feel like I'm closer and closer now I'm cold I'll admit I know where I been I pray make I no sign out Committed a whole lotta sins but I know I'mma win