Freak

Am I alone with the thoughts that I have? I'm afraid that I'm scared of myself Am I the only one to doubt who I am? Wish I was someone else Every time I try to swim, it pulls me Pulls me deeper down Every time I try to fly, it holds me Holds me to the ground It tells me I'm a freak Drains me The monster i-inside of me Freak, save me The enemy is inside of me Would be easier to fight someone else Than the war I fight within It's impossible to hide from yourself Ooh, where do I begin? Every time I dare to dream, it wakes me Wakes me with a cry Every time I dare to love, it hates me Hates me 'til it dies It tells me I'm a freak Drains me (drains me) The monster i-inside of me Freak, save me (save me) The enemy is inside of me Screaming, laughing The voice is i-inside my head Freak Silent (silent) echo i-inside my head Love me, can you even love at all? Show me, show me what I ought to know Mirror, mirror, mirror on the wall Tell me, tell me that I'm beautiful It tells me I'm a freak (freak) Drains me (drains me) The monster i-inside of me Freak Drains me The monster i-inside of me (oh, whoa) Freak, (save me) save me (The enemy) the enemy is inside of me It tells me I'm a freak