All thoughts are wet gray and ugly

My mind misunderstood

I see the wind rip through me

I'd feel it if I could

Wake some days and feel life is not for me

I hold my head low and slowly fall down to my knees

Venom inside, unconscious seed

Laughing obscenely it's telling me

My head's on fire and all I see

Is this black sky

Shake in desperation I jump at every sound

Throw my face into my hands

My body's hit the ground

How can this all be over, where will I go from here

My mind's creation, suffering revelations writhe around in fear

Venom inside a poison seed

Laughing obscenely it sickens me

My head's on fire now I see

My life is a lie

Ravaging decay in the face of the living

Piece of rotting slow drifting

Hiding, hungry, weak and aging man

Please help me up from this place I've been

Each moment I'm here, I'm in too deep

And I die a little more

My mind was blind but now I see

The Devil inside was a poison seed

Can't kill my soul, only deceive

Brought back and now I'm free

My life alive