I've Been Places

I've been places I never should have been Thinking thoughts I never should have been thinking 'Haha' just laugh it off, 'cause that's just what I do best these days I don't need you if I don't need to change I don't want to believe I've stayed the same When I'm moving swiftly I can stay away After miles and miles with all the muck I've treaded When did I started losing your gaze? I had no idea sin could travel this way I'm a stranger in an old land A foreigner stuck in a familiar place These skies are nothing that I haven't seen Same grey but I tell myself they're worth revisiting Not a chance I can go the distance Pick up my feet and leave with all persistence Can I pay back this debt with sweat? I can go the distance Pick up my feet and leave with all persistence Let me pay back this debt with sweat Tell me that I'm good enough Tell me that I've done enough Is it enough just to be good? Do I have to Love Right now? Do I have to be so strong? This guilty head of mine needs freeing from All the here-say, talk and chatter about what I've done Father, I'm at a loss I've been places I never should have been Thinking thoughts I never should have been thinking If I spent enough time away I'd be okay But after all this talk of travel and what I have, it's you that I don't have But know it's you that I should have