Knife Edge

And it's a combination of reality and my imagination I cannot tell you my anxiety for the moment I get angry at myself for trying to impress you I cannot rectify my embarrassment on the subject Always on a knife's edge here with you We're faded I love you You know my worry only comes from wanting more for you I get low with you I hate it when we're blue You know my worry only comes from fear of what I do I just really wanted to feel accepted I just really wanted to feel connected But I'm selfish and maybe I'm a little bit narcissistic And to be ever grateful would be uncharacteristic Always on a knife's edge here with you We're faded I love you You know my worry only comes from wanting more for you I get low with you I hate it when we're blue You know my worry only comes from fear of what I do I love that I can say I wouldn't feel this way without ya, oh I love that I can say I wouldn't be this way without you I'm willing to get better from no disease at all I'm evicted and conflicted at my very core The love is loving on and on and on Achievable intellectual and emotionally viable Always on a knife's edge here with you We're faded I love you You know my worry only comes from wanting more for you I get low with you I hate it when we're through You know my worry only comes from fear of what I do I love that I can say I wouldn't feel this way without ya I love that I can say I wouldn't be this way without you