Anxious

Why am I so pathetic?

Why am I addicted to such attention?

When all I want is that love and affection

Had a nightmare about my Twitter mentions

Wonder why I feel so vacant and wake up so anxious?

Dreamed of an endless game that there’s no way to win at

But you keep giving everything it asks

You’ll never get it, never get it back

Then all the things that you wanna say

Come crashing down around you like a tidal wave

And none of your words have any meaning or weight

They’re just partial shapes

There’s no way to escape because

This is only happening

Because something has to happen babe

You’re only panicking

‘Cuz you thought you could have changed something

If I don’t want anything

Could I merge into the shadows baby?

But it’s all shadows babe

Bodies dreaming in the dark

Why do I feel so anxious?

Like the world betrayed me

Why do I feel like praying?

I don’t believe in a god to save me

Someone told me, not ironic

That less meaning means more profit

Never once could I remember

Somehow thinking I could stop it

Then all the things that you wanna say

Come crashing down around you like a tidal wave

And none of your words have any meaning or weight

They’re just partial shapes

There’s no way to escape because

This is only happening

Because something has to happen babe

You’re only panicking

‘Cuz you thought you could have changed something

If I don’t want anything

Could I merge into the shadows baby?

But it’s all shadows babe

Bodies dreaming in the dark

If someone out there could just tell me how it ends

Did I open up my feeble heart and bleed out on my hands?

Did I write something that someone hears

And really feel they understand?

Wonder why I feel so vacant and wake up so anxious?

Dreamed of an endless game that there’s no way to win at

But you keep giving everything it asks

You’ll never get it, never get it back

Then all the things that you wanna say

Come crashing down around you like a tidal wave

And none of your words have any meaning or weight

They’re just partial shapes

There’s no way to escape because

This is only happening

Because something has to happen babe

You’re only panicking

‘Cuz you thought you could have changed something

If I don’t want anything

Could I merge into the shadows baby?

But it’s all shadows babe

Bodies dreaming in the dark

This is only happening

Because something has to happen babe

You’re only panicking

‘Cuz you thought you could have changed something

If I don’t want anything

Could I merge into the shadows baby?

But it’s all shadows babe

Bodies dreaming in the dark

Hey, hey, na, na

Hey, hey, hey, hey, na na na

Hey, hey, ah, ah, na na na

Hey, hey, ah, ah, na na na

Na na na

Na na na

Na na na

Na na na

Na na na

Na na na na

Na na na na, na