Endless Gray

THERE'S SOMETHING I'M TIRED OF

YOUR SCREAMING IN MY HEAD

SO I'LL FINALLY SAY IT OUT LOUD INSTEAD

HELP

I'D SAY IT OUT LOUD BUT I THINK IF I DID

THIS WOULD BE REAL, SO I'LL PRETEND

I'LL PRETEND THAT I'M SLEEPING AT NIGHT

I'LL PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING FEELS ALRIGHT

I'LL PRETEND THAT I'M SLEEPING AT NIGHT

I'LL PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING FEELS ALRIGHT (ALRIGHT)

DON'T WANT TO AROUSE SUSPICION

DON'T WANNA HAVE A GODDAMN CONDITION

SO, I'LL KEEP MY COMPOSITION

IT'S MY DECISION

(I CAN'T TAKE IT)

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE

And I admit it, this isn't temporary

I'VE BLED MYSELF DRY, JUST GETTING BY

I DON'T WANT TO DIE, I DON'T WANT TO DIE

I need help

I CAN'T DO THIS ON MY OWN

I need help

I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE

BACK AND FORTH

I'VE BEEN GRINDING MY TEETH IN MY SLEEP

THEY DIG IN DEEP

DREAMING ABOUT THE DAY THAT THE REAPER

Reaper, reaper takes me away

I'M SPEAKING UP NOW, I'VE GOT SOMETHING TO SAY

WANTED TO DIE, BUT NOW I WANT TO STAY

REAPER, REAPER TAKES ME AWAY

I need help

I CAN'T DO THIS ON MY OWN

I need help

I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE

Saying it makes it real

I'm ready to tell you how I feel

FOR YEARS I LET IT TAKE ME AWAY

BEEN LOST FLOATING IN THE ENDLESS GRAY

FOR YEARS I LET IT TAKE ME AWAY

BEEN LOST FLOATING IN THE ENDLESS GRAY

FUCK

IT STARTED OUT SMALL

I REALLY THOUGHT IT WAS NOTHING AT ALL

I NEVER ASKED FOR HELP

I NEVER HAD A CLUE HOW

IT GREW BIGGER WHEN MY BACK WAS TURNED

I GUESS I NEVER REALLY KNEW HOW

BADLY MY WORLD HAD BURNED